She’s locked the door to the world.
Is love strong enough to open it?
Following a tragic incident, rising-star Beatrice is struggling. Having retreated from life entirely, she finds herself unable to leave the house. With her acting career now over, (Though don’t tell her agent), and discovering who her real friends aren’t, her world has shrunk—its only inhabitants, an elderly Polish neighbour, the world’s most boring postman, her therapist with issues of her own, and Piano Bitch from across the road. Thank God for Matisse, her beloved, foul-mouthed parakeet.
When she hires Irish gardener, Finn, to tame the overgrown garden that she cannot even enter, things take an unexpected turn. Their connection blossoms, and she’s no longer isolated and alone. But can a relationship survive the restrictions that control her, or will love enable Beatrice to confront her fears and step outside again?
Your next reading obsession, the poignant and darkly funny new novel from the bestselling author of If I Can’t Have You, perfect for fans of Sorrow and Bliss and Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine.
What did I think?
Oh my goodness, what an absolutely stunning book! It's my first Charlotte Levin book but I will definitely be picking up her earlier novels after being completely blown away by Outside.
It's a dual timeline novel with 'Before' and 'Now' chapters that are separated into parts that correspond with the four seasons. Whatever the weather outside, it doesn't affect Beatrice as she is cocooned from the world behind her locked door and closed curtains, with only her foul-mouthed parakeet for company.
Beatrice is agoraphobic and being unable to see a physical ailment makes it hard for people to empathise with her. Surely, you just need to open your door and walk outside? Oh if only it was that easy. You cannot help but take Beatrice into your heart as the reason behind her condition is revealed and I struggled to hold in my tears on more than one occasion.
It is quite a heavy subject but Charlotte Levin perfectly balances this darkness with a bright shining light in the form of parakeet Matisse and Irish gardener/love interest Finn. Charlotte Levin writes from the heart, delving into her own experience with anxiety and agoraphobia, to give the reader a true, honest and raw insight into this debilitating disorder.
Candid, poignant and surprising uplifting, Outside is an incredibly emotional book with an unforgettable protagonist who I completely adored. So beautifully written, this is an unmissable book that is going on my favourites shelf. An easy five stars for this very highly recommended read.
I received a gifted hardback for the Insta Books Tours readalong and tour and this is my honest and unbiased opinion.
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