READALONG: The Last Letter - Rebecca Yarros

Beckett,

If you're reading this, well, you know the last-letter drill. You made it. I didn't. I need one thing from you: get out of the army and get to Telluride. My little sister Ella's there, raising the twins alone. If I'm gone, that means I can't be there for her. I can't help them through this. But you can. So I'm begging you, as my best friend, go take care of my sister, my family. Please don't make her go through it alone.

Ryan

When Beckett follows his best friend’s dying wish and arrives in the small mountain town of Telluride, he expects grief, guilt, and the weight of a promise he’s not sure he can keep.

What he doesn’t expect is Ella. Fiercely independent and determined to hold her family together, Ella is still reeling from loss after loss. But as Beckett slowly becomes part of her life, their shared grief begins to turn into something neither of them saw coming.

But Ella knows that loving Beckett means risking heartbreak all over again…and this time she's not sure she'll survive.

 

What did I think?

If Rebecca Yarros had cut my heart out with a spoon it wouldn't have hurt as much as reading The Last Letter. My heart wasn't just broken, it was put through an emotional blender and shredded into tiny little bits.  I was certainly in bits at the end of it and at several times during it too, so have your tissues handy when you read it.

The whole 'last letter' theme gave me a lump in my throat and that was before I had even been introduced to any of the characters.  Once I got to know them, I fell in love with every single one of them and experienced their pain, joy, hopes and fears as they rode the rollercoaster of life.  Talk about 'stop the ride I want to get off' - this ride is not a fun one!

Told via a dual point of view, we follow single mother Ella and soldier Becket as they start writing to each other before they even met.  I loved reading their letters and felt it really showed depth to the characters.  They of course do eventually meet, but in such tragic circumstances, and one of them is not being completely honest. Uh-oh!

As heart shattering as the story was, I just couldn't stop reading it.  I'm glad I read it as part of a readalong as it gave me a chance to pause and take stock of my emotions.  I could have easily read it in one or two sittings but I would have felt like my heart had been pelted at a brick wall.  There's some romance with a bit of spice to lighten the distressing darker parts of the story so it is very well balanced.

The Last Letter is a completely devastating novel that is filled with so much emotion it really should come with waterproof pages.  I'm not sure I can forgive Rebecca Yarros for making my heart hurt so much but forgiveness is a theme of the novel so I am sure I will forgive her...eventually.

I received a gifted paperback for the Insta Book Tours readalong and this is my honest and unbiased opinion.

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Variation - Rebecca Yarros

From the #1 New York Times bestselling author of Fourth Wing comes a new contemporary romance about the summer a celebrated dancer returns home and unearths years of family secrets and deep regrets with the Coast Guard rescue swimmer she never forgot.

Elite ballerina Allie Rousseau is no stranger to pressure. With her mother’s eyes always watching, perfection was expected, no matter the cost. But when an injury jeopardizes all she’s sacrificed for, Allie returns to her summer home to heal and recover. But the memories she’s tried to forget rush in and threaten to take her under.

As a Coast Guard rescue swimmer, Hudson Ellis knows that hesitation can mean the difference between life and death. He’s always prided himself on being in the right place at the right time, especially when it came to Allie Rousseau…until the night he left for basic. After the biggest regret of his life, the secrets he keeps mean he can never be with the one woman he wants more than his next breath.

When Hudson’s niece shows up on Allie’s doorstep, desperate to find her birth mother, Allie finds herself in an unimaginable position. Allie and Hudson’s past and present might be endlessly complicated. The thread that tied them to each other all those years ago may have unraveled, but the truth could pull them back together, or drive them apart forever.

 

What did I think?

I would have had to be living under a rock to have never heard of Rebecca Yarros but it's her contemporary romance rather than her fantasy novels that became my first Rebecca Yarros book.  Variation is a romance that is filled with family drama and a will they/won't they pair of main characters whose hearts tell them that they are destined to be together but their heads say the opposite.

Allie and Hudson are meant to be together and even though the tide may take them away from each other it always seems to bring them back to shore.  There are lots of reasons why ballerina Allie and rescue swimmer Hudson can't be together and most of that is geography but some of it is a deeply buried secret that if it comes out could tear them apart forever.

I absolutely adored the gorgeous love story that had me rooting for Allie and Hudson from the start.  There are a few steamy scenes to increase the reader's heartrate but I found Hudson's audible stamping of ownership on Allie to be a little annoying. 

At the heart of the story is a dysfunctional family of four sisters: Lina who died, Anne who became a lawyer and Allie and Eva who are following in their mother's footsteps as ballet dancers.  Lina is painted as the perfect sister, Allie is the guilty one who holds herself responsible for Lina's death,  Anne is the disappointment who didn't become a dancer and Eva is the spoilt envious one; it's like a series of Dallas or Dynasty set in the world of ballet.

Filled with cliffhangers, and told from different points of view, Variation is a veritable page turner as I couldn't read fast enough to continue where each character left off.   It felt so finely balanced as to whether they could ever become more than a fling and you will just have to read it to find out what happens in the end.  

I received a gifted copy to read as part of the Tandem Collective readalong and this is my honest and unbiased opinion.

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